Well, made a decision in the past few days: to purchase a van and follow nature for a while. But I have so much to overcome to have that dream manifest – seems impossible right now – all kinds of obstacles, the mountain of challenge ahead. But I have begun researching vans – seems the Ford Transit van is the way to go for me; and found a great fit-out plan I love, which will take some diligence and $$ to have manifest – yes, its a large goal.
I’m not getting younger, and a home is at present, out of my reach. This is the decision I’d been avoiding for many many years. But it took a meeting two nights ago with some people who made me realise I’m not part of the normal crowd, and the complete turmoil inside myself helped me finally work out, that I am not meant to be housebound domestically paying out rent to others for too much longer. And I haven’t found my ‘tribe’ yet – and so its time to find my wings again somehow. The last few years have been quite difficult, sorrowful and very harsh at times; and despite the adventures into cooking in the outback, I just can’t hack the stress of constant domestic upheavals any longer; and so, I must become as a snail, and carry my home with me ie. a van as a tiny home.
My first effort will be to sell my current aging car, and purchase a a Ford Transit van with very low mileage, that I can convert into a tiny home. Then kit it out. Actually, that’s the second goal. The first goal, is surviving the next few weeks pressures – ah, life! I’m the proverbial phoenix, arising from the ashes of considerable fiscal hardships… and so, now I must affirm that life has opportunity still, and the road is calling for me to explore the life more.. and so, I will be patient, diligent and…. work very hard with this clear focus and goal in mind. Wish me luck, for I need quite a bit of that too! I’m starting from scratch, with the seed of a dream…….. being close to nature, to film again, to love and have joy each day, to share with others the simple living, breathing in the atoms of life’s adventures, whilst earning an income as an ESL online tutor, and a humble artist, learning of sound and light.
If you’d like to help me manifest this dream, I have set up a WordPress payment account – your donated support towards starting this biggest of goals towards an artists dream would be so awesome! I will be filming my adventures, so, will be posting those efforts to those who become Patrons of my life. Van life beckons – come with me, to embark upon that adventure.