Well, made a decision in the past few days: to purchase a van and follow nature for a while. But I have so much to overcome to have that dream manifest – seems impossible right now – all kinds of obstacles, the mountain of challenge ahead. But I have begun researching vans – seems the Ford Transit van is the way to go for me; and found a great fit-out plan I love, which will take some diligence and $$ to have manifest – yes, its a large goal.
I’m not getting younger, and a home is at present, out of my reach. This is the decision I’d been avoiding for many many years. But it took a meeting two nights ago with some people who made me realise I’m not part of the normal crowd, and the complete turmoil inside myself helped me finally work out, that I am not meant to be housebound domestically paying out rent to others for too much longer. And I haven’t found my ‘tribe’ yet – and so its time to find my wings again somehow. The last few years have been quite difficult, sorrowful and very harsh at times; and despite the adventures into cooking in the outback, I just can’t hack the stress of constant domestic upheavals any longer; and so, I must become as a snail, and carry my home with me ie. a van as a tiny home.
A little treat: Filmed Monday 20th January 2020 in the late afternoon, one of our most beloved icons, the Koala, is gently guided off the road to the safety of a tree home. Much love to all of you – please share! xxx Jaya Khoobsurat